Feeling Insecure & Praying Instinctively

When you truly want to please God 

and you don't like the way 

your thought pattern 

is beginning to work 

when an issue arises 

and instead, pray 

for people in your life 

who have hurt you 

and begin to instinctively pray, 

you find that you can't hold 

any of the hurt 

(or hold it for too long) 

and it causes your heart 

to love them and believe 

good things for them afresh 

(setting your mind on things above) 

and it works in your heart 

the desire to do it genuinely 

so that when you see that lovely person, 

you know you are going 

to smile and be happy to see them 

because God worked 

a miracle in your own heart.  

It's beautiful to do things God's way 

and run to His heart first 

when we feel hurt or worried about something or afraid and insecure.